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It is hard to find people like you. Indeed, I can't define friendship. I don't know what people look at friendship. Aren't they think that friendship is such a sacred and beautiful thing to be wasted of?

Deep in my heart I want to have friends just like you to accompany my days and nights here. But I realize no one can replace you. And I do understand why God make us far apart. It is just so that we can learn that our friendship is precious. Therefore, we will appreciate it more.

I really really miss friends who will always take me to do good deeds. It is not I mean that friends here are not good. But I think I am longing for people that will always attract me to do kindness such as inviting me to sharing knowledge session at musolla. People that are afraid to do things that may bring harm to themselves.

I am not strong and good enough to stand alone. Sometimes, I slipped from the right track. I couldn't resist the temptations. I made mistake and I felt ashamed.

And sometimes I felt lonely.

I don't know, maybe because I tend to build a wall instead if bridge to people surround me. But at least I think I am safer to live in the wall. I may unable to resist several temptations. Therefore, I must prevent it first.

Good friends, best friends, best friends forever? :-? It is hard to define.

But hopefully all my friends will be my friends forever. Until we go to the heaven. Amin.

P/s: Internet friends are real friends too. :-) They make my day, most every day. Haha.