Saturday, January 29, 2011

Bukan Aku Tak Rindu

Selalu saja aku rindu kamu. Tapi aku tak luahkan. Sebab aku rasa kamu sudah bahagia di tempat masing-masing. Jadi biarlah aku berdiam agar aku tidak merosakkan kegembiraan kamu...

Aku mungkin juga bersuka ria. Tetapi aku tahu dan pasti keindahan rasa itu akan lebih mengasyikkan dengan hadirnya kamu. Dan bila aku bersedih, aku pasti kamulah antara insan pertama yang akan mengesat air mata ini. Kerana itulah aku menolak untuk menunjukkan kegelisahan hati. Kerana aku tidak betah menambah luka di jiwa. Kerana aku tahu tiada siapa yang dapat menghapuskan kemurungan aku seperti kamu semua mampu melakukannya. Kamu semua begitu dekat di hatiku. Aku tidak sanggup membiarkan sesiapa mengambil tempat itu. Kamu yang teristimewa.

kalau tiada kamu siapalah aku ini. Cuma sekadar insan di pinggiran yang melukut di tepian gantang mungkin. Sebelah mata pun tiada yang sudi memandang. Mujurlah ada kamu semua yang sanggup bersusah payah menghulurkan tangan agar aku dapat berjalan bersama dan tidak terus lemas sendirian dalam kesedihan yang dicipta sendiri.

Oh tuhan! Aku memang tidak mahu mencari ganti kamu. Kerana tempat kamu terlalu berbeza. Kamu aku tempatkan jauh di lubuk hati. Begitu dalam supaya kamu akan kekal selamanya. Semoga kasih tercipta membawa ke syurga. Aku sedih. Aku mahu kamu. Aku cari yang seakan-akanmu. Tetapi aku hanyut. Aku tak berdaya. Aku rindu saat-saat dahulu. Aku menginginkannya. Gelak tawa. Gaduh manja. Nasihat bersama.   Aku mahu kamu, cuma kamu. Aku serahkan jiwaku menyayangi kamu dan aku rasa sukar untuk aku menyerahkannya kepada yang lain. Kerana aku belum berjumpa yang seistimewa kamu. Sungguh, aku jujur melafazkannya...

Friday, January 28, 2011

They're silent now....

Did u hear that?
nope?
yes..they're silent now..
the last post was contributed by me, and there's no one after that until it comes to my post again..
are they really busy?
hey, cheer up spend a lil time to write on this blog
I'm not to say that we should update our blog frequently, but just leave a footprint,..ops.handprint!
u may post an entry that sounds like. "I'm happy here. Frenz, I hope u are happy too." just short sentence. but it's like u're giving a big hug to us.
I'm writing now, bcoz I'm alone here in the library.
I found no frenz like u are.
I feel like i'm struggling alone here.[u must be thinking that I'm kera sumbang here]
hey! i'm not like that. I do mingle with them, and I already went to skate yesterday with several of my classmates.
sometimes, I wish that we're studying and striving days and night together like the old days.
Gathering and eating together,sleep together[we did,sometimes, right?],teasing each other,break the rules together,we're even skip the prep class and also riadah time together.I'll kill you if u cant remember.I'm serious.
I miss that moment so much.
i've no assignments and homeworks to do now bcoz I've no mood to finish them.
The internet here halts me from accessing facebook. They're really mean, right?
I'll be at Kedah tmr. My driver [bus driver] will pick me up at shah alam around 1030 tmr.
i'm looking forward to pay a visit at our school during this break.will u come with me?
actually, some of us are planning to hold a program for the juniors around april-may..if u are interested and wanna join bcoz u may have break around april-may,please inform me,ok..
we're looking forward to put our school as the best school in the world right?
I cant remember the phrase in our 'lagu sekolah' which means like we're looking forward to put our school's name di mata dunia like that. do u remember?
oh,please drop a comment if u remember. I just can't find where I stored the memory in my brain-disk


Sunday, January 16, 2011

my update

assalamualaikum..

ok, frenz and readerz..currently, i enroll in diploma of accountancy..add some more, it's a fast track programme which I suppose to finish my diploma within two yrs from now..

what's the differences between the normal track and fast track are:


first, obviously the duration,right..if normal track takes 3 yrs, this one only takes 2 yrs..


2nd, u can finish your undergraduate study diploma+dgree= 4.5 yrs,while normal track takes 5.5 yrs..


third, if the normal track students enjoy their sem break by travelling around the world in 2 months, u only can travel around Uitm Shah Alam for one month and cook at home for about a week..


fourth, you have to take 7 subject and one additional disaster subject, which is Co-curriculum class which contribute one credit hour,and this subject will only has class on Saturday, which totally ruin my weekend..[poor me, doesnt get the chance to get home every two weeks as usual..]


fifith,u have many2 classmates, whereas mine got 34 students..my previous class in Taylor's only nine students,ok..


sixth, there are no students who try to speak in english with you bcoz the major is Malay..u only got the chance to speak in english all the time while you are in english class..


ok,i've got to go..the lecturer isnt coming today,,so, we gotta have be out of the here..adios..